please..

if i'm the one who caused so many things many trouble many problems..
if i'm really so annoy to appear in your life...
if....if.... i hope really is jz if....
i know i shouldn't do something that over than my power...
i din...but the process jz like i had to..
jz like my fren told me, he is the unlucky one..sad..
i dunwan.. and now..not only is the unlucky one..
but seems like there are so many misunderstood...
shit..wat the f.. i dunwan it to be..
i knw maybe i really done something that let ppl tot something else..
but i jz can say....i clear wat m i doing....