Sunday, June 5, 2011

love article..

这篇文章很有意思。。
你最爱的人往往没有选择你;
最爱你的人往往不是你爱的。。。

没有人是故意要变心的。。
他爱你的时候是真的爱你;
他不爱你的时候也是真的。。
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱;
他不爱你的时候也无法假装爱你。。。

你好吗?

你最近过得好吗?
你还是老样子吗?
为什么你们总爱这样问。。
我不明白。。
以前,你会抱着我问我好吗?
你会带点歉意带点内疚。。
我会心软,我不会推开你。。
这是我一直失败的。。
可是有一次,我坚决推开你,你明白了。。
虽然过后还是有你不断的问候,可是我已明白放下的定义。。

怎么知道,最近我又遇到了另一个他。。
他又是问了我你好吗。。?
他原来还有想起我的时候。。
这是浮现在我脑海的第一句话。。

我过得很好。。
因为你们的离开,我更坚强。。
因为你们的放弃,我明白真正的道理。。
因为你们的责备,我成长得更多。。
因为你们的放手,我学会熬过难关。。
可是我依然有伤痕。。
我依然会害怕。。
我依然有防备。。
我依然担心下一个他会一样。。
我依然没有信心去接受。。
我依然过着没有名分的生活。。

感情

看见朋友失恋了。。心里很不舒服。。
原本以为是一段坚固的感情,可是还是有难念的经。。。

有个人疼有个人关心,其实真的需要用名分去决定吗??
或许我是个女生。。
或许我太过飘浮不定。。

但是当我回忆起短暂的初恋,我还是很怀念。。
不管是那一段。。我都绝对相信自己是认真的。。
只不过自己没那个福气一起走到最后。。

哭泣

我相信眼泪是会满的。。
小时候,表妹哭了,我问问小姑,为什么她哭??
小姑告诉我,一个人如果眼泪装满在眼睛时,就会落下来。。
所以她不是不喜欢什么东西而哭泣咯??
但是我知道,其实她不喜欢她的玩具被一个陌生的小孩拿了。。。

那现在的我一直记得那番话。。
因为有时候,我会落泪。。我会哭。。
没有原因。。
只是可能藏在心里太久了。。
当遇到适当的时候,就会释放。。
只要落了泪,就不会有东西在喉咙中打滚。。
那种感觉很不好。。
当然,依赖的我还是会希望有人在我身旁陪伴我的泪水。。。。

命运

你相信命运吗??
你认为它灵吗??
你会为它做一切它使唤的吗??
就只因为宁可信其有不可信其无??
有些人害怕。。有些人担心。。
有些人乐观。。有些人固执。。
其实他们都没错啊。。
只不过。。。
我觉得很奥妙。。
又觉得是个坏东西。。
因为它会让人带着忐忑生活。。
它会让人心里作用。。
它??若不准确,为何还可以留世间那么久呢??

是那杯茶淡了乏味了,
还是其实它从来不曾浓厚过?

还是这一切是我发现得太迟了?

我自己

想得开的人往往不是那么样的。。
可是真的说出内心世界的人往往不是悲观的那一派。。

明白世间的残酷,往往是在人生终点前才领悟的。。
我是属于这一个??
不。。
我只不过是我自己。。
我会痛哭,我会恨我自己。。
我会大笑,我会明白该懂的道理。。
我会了解种种的来因,可是我就是做不到。。
做不到要我自己积极乐观看开。。
我努力学习。。
我了解人生的意义。。
我不憎恨他人。。
我原谅所有。。
就像是背叛我的他,我依然感到荣幸。。
就像是憎恨我的他,我依然给他微笑。。
就算是我爱过但被伤害的他,我依然接受。。
可是,我总是有着不好的预感。。。

truth..

seriously,
it's not that easy to ask yourself not to care on a person you did care for it....
and i believe,
it's not simply for a person to put the care on another too...

everybody did somethings for a reason..
even a person is in fake, there is still a heart to push it...
if you care a person, how can you forced yourself not to??
it's hurt....
if you hate a person, how can you treat the person nicely as usual??
it's suffering!!

so i know it's all from the heart....
and the first step is always true~

dear...

dear~
it's bcoz we are not growing up..
it's maybe we are too young to be together..

kame..
we unable to overcome those obstacles..
we unable to be matched up everythings..
we are in the different thinking...

dear...
you had melted my heart..
but i did not allow you coming..
why am i lack of confident..
but i know i'm right..
even i know there're no more chances to hear you call me again..
i'm stil appreciate the moment you treat me as how you loved me =)

thanks for support :)

the feeling is just like....
erm....
it's hard to describe..
but is waiting around to see the pop out..
and to hear the ringing..
and to feel the nearby....
then i'll smile =)
felt so grateful to have you beside^^
even is not whenever i need, but at least i know there is another way to be speak..
and i know i'm not facing all of this alone =)

love song

every love story, there'll be a love song along...
and once the song is played,
the heart is touched..
and i know the song is only for you and me ^^
do you still remember??maybe you dont..

七里香- bringing a memory that i dunno is it called as love...
爱的奇迹- starting my love but it ended slowly..
烛光晚餐- a little memory passing over my life..
对你有一点动心- is the truth heart i can feel..
nothing on you - memorable memory that end without ending..

what is the next?? i dont wish there is anymore...
if not i dare not to open the music anymore!!!!!!

wish from life..

wish to gossip around for the whole day..
but i know..
if we never attend to the sch..
where and how am i able to get such fantastic gang to gossip??
it's the same.....
wish to sleep for the whole day..
wish to lay on my bed and enjoy the relax...
but if....
if i never put effort in my life, in my works...
how am i able to feel the tired?
how am i able to feel the sleepy?
so i know...
we wont realised about that..
if we never put effort in everythings...
dont blame, bcoz u never realised it's much more worthy in your life ^^

happiness

even jz a simple present, suddenly felt i had been appreciate =)
the happiness is deep from my heart to the smile on my face ^^
sometimes, happiness is that easy and simple..
even the truth can be seen can be guess, i'm still felt so grateful :)
no matter who wil the person be, thanks a lot ^^
i will stil appreciate =)

true person..

i believed...
a true person not to be changed easily..
did i predicted wrongly??
but in my mind, that is always right..
when the sigh observed the movement of them.....
honestly i know my heart is sank..
jz like a heavy load sank under the sea..
is totally no floating at all....
even i appreciate the past...
i just can smile =)

draft~

just give me some time to figure it out..
every draft i had did in my phone..
jz bcoz the line is just like snail...
and my mood is flying all the way unstable...
wish to type it all out...
jz wish to share with all of you ^^

life^^

i tot i wont be blogging again..
but finally i cant and i continue my blog..
jz bcoz of such busy life..
form6 life is pretty different..
and sometimes i love it =)
maybe my results was not that good as last..
maybe i would sad for it..
but i know there are somethings else much more valueable to be rmbr..
that is those happy moment i had..
those wonderful classmate i had..
those best teachers i met..
those memories........never forget about it..

life is short..jz like the candle we studied about...
once the candle is finished..there are no more fire to be seen..
why dont we enjoy the moment candle are lightnening??
it's nice.. it's great..
but it seems to be dimmed.....
b4 the end....it lights slowly...
no..why dont we light up even brighter b4 the end???
it may bring happiness to ppl..
but....
if suddenly u died off..ops! darken suddenly..........
all the ppl around wil felt very surprise, very sad, very down, very very disappoint......
this is wat life meant....
in my mind, i always think that, if u dim b4 end, ppl wil try to die off you and kill you...
but how should we choose???
life always full of roads and way...
and this recalled me the poem, the road not taken.....
i always missed the road...
though i never realised i should appreciate the road i'm walking now..
but it's glad i know i did not...so i'll make myself to the right way right now^^
you too ^^