劝告只说给人听

有太多的时候，我们把自己管得太严。。
有太多的时候，我们没有为自己想过。。
有太多的时候，我们太在意周边人的眼光。。

无意中，我们伤害了身边的疼爱自己的人。。
无意中，我们委屈了可怜的自己。。
无意中，我们忽略了一些该有的细节。。

如果说什么事情都责怪别人，都在寻找更好的借口，
那么就是对自己不负责。。
如果说什么事情都自己扛，都认为自己是傀儡，
那么就是太悲观的想把自己逼到墙角。。
怎么选？

他们说，婴儿一到世界那一刻哭了，是因为他知道即将面临的人生是会有泪水的。。
人两画，简单的写，复杂的当。。
每件事情你明明知道是有两个想法，却不知该如何抉择。。
分叉路口的终点，其实还是一片空地，
带着什么样的材料让你去建造想要的地方，才是重要的。。
真的吗？犹豫了。。

人太复杂了。。
可是人可以那么简单的，简单、无言、干净。。
如何？
怎样？
下一步带我走好吗？
所以给了我们最基本的家人、兄弟姐妹。。
再给我们朋友、好朋友、死党、爱人。。
他们是引导我们的贵人，他们是关心自己的亲人。。
所谓说大道理容易，实行大道理难，
如果没有这些人，你应该只会光说道理而自己纳闷，对吧？
什么时候躲在墙角，还有个人来骂你 “疯啦你？”
再想想，自己很像怎么了？再归回生活，就这样没事了。。。

你的笑..

忍无可忍啊！

为什么我要一次又一次地折磨我自己。。

我不喜欢看见不愿意的笑容。。

为什么要笑得如此勉强？如此尴尬？

对不起。。

我也不想这样。。

是他先把头开了，我才要折磨自己给一个结局。。

我也知道你的微笑很委屈。。

不好意思打扰了。。

但我的心很疼你懂吗？？

Positive thinking and positive things

哪一天你还会打开面子书滑滑到 n 年前的自己？
哪一天你还会记得当初自己到朋友们看见了怎样的一个自己？
常常 post 的 status 写的心事，哪一天又会让你想起？

而我，在那一天被点了名，写写自己五天内感恩的事情。。
以为三件事情不会太难，可是当要记录下来回想起一整天时。。。
才发现我没有好好享受自己的每一天。。
原来我并不是每一天都会开心，不是每一天都会遇上好事情。。

‪#‎3positvethinkingandthings‬


‪#‎Day1‬ 13/09/2014
1. Feeling good to wake up late on my first weekend in Sabah, hahaha :D
2. Enjoy washing my shoes like I'm back to my primary sch moment :p
3. Appreciate for being loved, cared and remembered throughout the day <3 class="_4-k1 img sp_LWp1MpKGrs1 sx_160c3b" i="">

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Specially wishes and appreciation to my lovely grandma
阿嫲，感谢您一直以来的关心、照顾，虽然不常回家乡去，可是每一次的回去都会有您满满爱心的照顾，都会有东西食物让远方的我们带去。:)
想念您的每一道菜肴，都有你独特的风味。我们各各子孙从牙牙学语到自己成功到外读书工作，都不忘有您在家乡等待我们。♥
今年的庆祝又回到沙巴的我，就从沙巴给您带来祝福啦！愿您身体健健康康、天天开开心心、生日快快乐乐哦！！今晚就跟子子孙孙们再疯狂欢乐吧！爱你哦！
Neoh Siew Ean 生辰快乐
 

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#‎Day2‬ 14/09/2014
1. Feel great with the sang nyuk mee deliver all the way from town yumyum~ Thanks ya!!
2. Wonderful mini gotong-royong in the hostel, appreciate to have communicable housemates from different races & different states =)
3. Appreciate the moment of non-stop chatting with both my dearest no matter when is it and where we are ... <3 span="">

**Even without being tagged, recall what you have done throughout the day, catch yourself some positive thinking and things, you will find it is so easy to be positive and to be happy :D What you do today is what matter most <3 p="">

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#‎Day3‬ 15/09/2014
1. Learned that sharing is not only jz caring that simple..it brings along joy and happiness~ and you can figure it out more than that :)
2. Class cancelled at the noon, even I am doing nothing yet i'm happy =X wahaha :D
3. Appreciate to have someone who sincerely trust on me I did feel it, thanks ... <3 span="">

**Learned to be tough and strong, as this is the progress of growing and experiencing.. Control the anger and emotional, as this reflects how well are you on self management :)

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#‎Day4‬ 16/09/2014
1. Have a great day with 沙沙 juniors at the islands welcoming tour feeling different to be 3rd year senior there ><
2. Enjoy my first try out of Parasailing :D
3. Happy to see the great job done by juniors and appreciate the attendance of all the newbieee welcome to this wonderful uni life ya!!...

**Appreciate the hard work done and be thankful, every success comes along with obstacles and pain that no one could understand until you go through it by yourself =')
 

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#‎Day5‬ 17/9/2014 -end-
1. Glad that I'm stil able to pay attention in all the taught even the brain seems not functioning >< 
2. Feel relief when knowing there is someone for me to nag when I'm mentally tired thanks <3 class="_4-k1 img sp_LWp1MpKGrs1 sx_160c3b" i="">

3. Appreciate to have these 5days of positive challenge. Every flashback of the positives bring different grateful feeling to me thanks for spreading the positive-ness around!! =D

20 facts about me - 13092014

There is a trend, nominating friends in the social media for something crazy or something meaningful...
我想把这一刻记下来，社会变化得太快，哪怕有一天我忘了曾经的自己，我还可以回味当初对自己的看法。
二十二岁的这一年。

#20factsaboutme #13sept2014

1. Sensitive to words, emotional girl xD
2. Always think how others think >< cari pasal la ni...
3. I can lay on bed rolling here and there the whole day for nothing =X
4. It's impossible yet I still wish to increase my height, jz a little more ><
5. Can simply grab a paper n write out non stop :D
6. I love emoticon as it can let me feel how ur expression at that moment ^^
7. Hate wearing spec yet I am get used to it :/
8. Don't actually homesick =X I have a backpacker dream!!
9. Have a private diary and a low profile blog, this..
10. Never went to any vocal class, jz love to sing :D
11. Love to listen how ppl feel how ppl think how others' story :)
12. Real sensitive to certain smell, weirdo I am..
13. Feel that enjoying sunrise and sunset with loved one is kinda romantic ^^ *shy*
14. I must have something to hug for me to fall asleep :D
15. I hate gastric but I always let it happen like I don't care :p
16. No pierce yet there is a pierce-like birthmark on my left ear :D
17. Hope karma happens on next second but not the next life =X
18. Feel good to see a person smile bcoz of me =')
19. I set my sister as my idol =X she must be shocked if saw this xD
20. Sincerely appreciate and remember every single moment I have been loved and cared <3 li="">

Thanks for my wonderful friends who nominated me for the facts of mine, yet not wish to publish it too public, I jz managed to publish on my inactive insta :D