Wednesday, August 19, 2009

宇桐非-感动天感动地

一开始我以为
爱本来会很容易
所以没有经过允许
就把你放心底

直到后来有一天
你和他走在一起
我才发现原来爱情
不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地
怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局
却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地
怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹
都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

Saturday, August 15, 2009

memory~记忆~

听你的话,害了自己。。
ur advice i followed..but it is hurt...

我美丽的梦,你的恶梦,被逼停止了。。
my sweet dream, ur night mare, is forced to be stopped...

你说的话总那么好听,也许你只把爱当游戏,我却没那么聪明。。
wat u said is nice to hear..
maybe love for u is just a game..
but i am not so clever as u....

心痛


望着你,忽然一阵心痛。。
一次又一次任那感情放纵。。

有一天真如果有一天。。
但愿我还在你记忆中。。

lie~谎言~

it's turn out that, i bluffing myself..
原来我一直在欺骗自己。。

is so long i lie my feeling...
撒谎了这么久。。


time passing without waiting...
时间不留人。。
my heart bleeding without stopping..
心碎不留情。。
but nw i jz realised...
现在才发现。。
is it too late??
是否太迟了??

the sour taste in my heart..
心里酸酸的感觉。。
the painful of my heart..
心里的那阵痛。。

hw many blood that i have been lost??
我失去了多少血??
who gonna donate blood for me...??
又有谁愿意捐血给我??

but i duno which blood type am i...
但是我不知自己的血型。。
no wonder i stil lack of blood....
难怪我贫血。。


waiting for donor..~~
等待捐血者。。~~

photo~

watching the photo..
看着那照片。。

with the the same pose..
那个相同的“剖习”

shud i be glad??
我该感到荣幸吗??

the person beside was different..
那在隔壁的人已经不同。。

everythings was end..
每个情节已经结束。。

everythings was changed..
每个事情已经改变。。

thx~

thx my fren...
thx my sis..
at last, i failed to keep this blog as a secret..
is this caused by fate??
is this caused by "yuan"?



anyhw, thx a lot..

Friday, August 7, 2009

有妈妈的日子


好多哦!!!
extra large lunch~
胖胖的我。。
矮矮的我。。
餐餐有得吃。。
被喂得饱饱。。

暗恋~

或许是我一相情愿,
但至少玩过暗恋。。
谢谢你哦!
我知道你不会知道那人就是你。。
那,就让它顺其自然吧!

my test~~

2day...
the last day of my monthly test...
my teacher told me...
i did many silly mistake in my test...
so sad...

but...think positive~~
i wont do it again in my coming exam..!!!
again..say it easy...~~

after that, i met my junior...
she told me,
that teacher at her class telling them hw worst their senior did in this test..
sry teacher....
i knw we made u disappointed....
but...really very tough a!!!!


went to tuition..
teacher ask me..
"ur result stil maintain that nice rite??"
"good..maintain it.."
i din have a chance to reply..
i duno hw to say...
i duno wat to say..
i felt guilty...


my spm aaaa!!!!!
gambateh neh!!!!

缘~


so many days din post my mood..
hmmm
say back the day~~
i so happy..

sis, is this called "yuan"??
haha..
like that also let u found my blog..~
kakaka..
i tot 这辈子 also no ppl realise it..

fate to let u saw it pula... >.<

mood~

hmmm..
actually i felt sad..
yup, i knw 2day is my last day for monthly test..
but.. my mood not that nice as i thought~~

wat a silly things surrounding me??
i jz gave a fren little comment n advice him not to hate this world..
but, sry my fren, i hate too..but i need to advice u so..

haiz..type it through keypad so easy..when do it??
not dare to step out~~
continue~
my mood not very nice..

jz finish my tuition..
waiting for the car to fetch me..
so long n long waiting..
duno wat happen..
suddenly~~~~

get a call...
"we waiting u..wer r u??"
"i'm here..waiting too"
"oh??we reached.."
"i waiting too..?? (blur)"
"oh..wer did u tuition my dear?"
my mood down from that second....
that was my parents, but y??
hw my life style they really not clear..
is this is wat they say as the part of time parents n children having big drain btwn??
but.......m i??

ya..i knw i shud not have bad mood jz bcoz of this..
but.... i duno y..
my heart sink down jz like the "carbon sink"...
watever sink la...
haizz...
wat can i blame some more??
aren't good for me??
i shud appreciate...
maybe i having the freedom that others don't..
my fren, dun hate this world..
this world is nice..
for me too...
apreciate it..
yes, i will... :)