hate me?

i think i complaint too much..
but i stil wan to~~~
i dont like it la..
if u purposely hate a person..
u dont felt the suffer mehhh???
haiz..
i hate the feeling being hate ok??
maybe u dont know but i knew it lehhh...
why i knew???
i also dont wish to know..
i also dont wish to feel it..
i also dont wish it to happen..
anyhow..
the choices stil on u..
i jz can say if u feel comfortable with it then....go ahead lor..
but i wan to say, i not comfort with it ok??!!
not at all..
sorry..i know maybe u'll think i dont understand the real behind..
but..i dont think this is the only way to solve..
and so, the way u purposely hurt is SXXX~