my way~

i'm asking someone some silly question..
i dont know why i ask so..
and maybe ppl could scold me again..
"dont fake la u..dont act la u..so obvious the answer is..."
anyhow, i stil think i dont know..
i jz can react "oh shit! wat am i doing?"
once i ask this, i really know wat am i doing..
just.....the way is......slut?
i learned this word at a night in pasar malam..
and so am i??
i asking myself thoudsand times...
did i able to handle my next....
i wondering for such a long time...
i gave many ppl the same answer which is no no no..
but end up i doubt...
i dont want to lie..
i really not wish to...
anyhow......jz depends wat my respond on that day comes~~~