喜欢一个人

是否喜欢一个人，你会看看他的状况？
你会收着他的简讯？
你会在空闲时候回顾他所发给你的简讯？
你会很期待他主动的给你发简讯？
你会很开心如果他出现？
你会对着他的简讯傻笑？
你会偷偷说他坏话好让他不察觉你喜欢他？
你会在人家称赞他时多加一口？那就没人怀疑了吧？
你会赞同他说的一些明知的事实？
你会更开心如果你们有共同的话题？
你会替他高兴？
你会注意着他的存在？
你甚至会常到 fb 看看他最近的行程？
你。。。。
会这样吗？



但是我发现这个人赢不了我想念的他。。
当我发现我在怀念。。

There are some best pharses in one of the video I found....

¥ 他说：＂你会遇到更好的他。＂ 你说：＂但我不会再对人那么好了。＂

¥ 如果你会不经意地想起我，请别忘记我曾那样深深地爱过你。。

¥ 我真的还爱你，闭上眼，以为我能放下，但流下的眼泪，却骗不了自己。。

¥ 不爱的爱情，永远不会变坏，所以我们暧昧却不相爱。。


希望只是因为缘分不够时机未到吧。。
不想想太多，可是一切一切都太值得我去深入了解。。
有时候无聊会让人想更多。。
所以就让我忙碌下去吧！

The empty seat..

I have no any courage to go through it again..
Wat I can do is only focus on my current life status..
Hope I'm fine..
I know I can live without u..
Jz wonder why am I stil missing u..
Tot I had forgotten about u..
But I never realized there are something that could remind me too..

And so I believed, im wrong..
If I did, I wil not feel the miss the pain..

I tot my feeling can be paid on another him..
But I'm wrong.. He never replaced his seat..
I'll jz let the seat be empty right now..
No doubt..
I does not wan to get hurt anymore..

Backup ur love

翻开hard disk 所backup 的文件，我发现我没忘记。
看回我们的照片，为何我把它存下？
当时的你在想些什么？
为何你选择了我，又选择伤害我？
回顾我们相识的地点我们遇见的学会，我好想你。
看着你那支舞蹈的演出，我依然对你很欣赏。。
当时你心里是我不？

两年半了。。
我才发现我没放下。。
是吗？真的吗？还是那叫做回忆？

我把全部东西backup起来，是不是错误？
因为我不经意也把这份感情backup在心里深处了。。。

Ji mui mun....

I'm glad to have one group of my great and best ji mui....
No matter wat happened before between us, we stay close to each..
I had never regret...
Maybe between us there are stil belongs to someone else..
But we never care..
At last once we gather, we enjoyed, we shared...
That's wat I like to have it...
Ji mui mun...
U all are really the best of the best,.
I can never have it again..

When showing among ji mui...
We speak out wat we think..
No doubt..
We show wat we want...
No po po ma ma..
We never act..never pretend..
We say the truth..
We present every single part of us...
Even when we are in anger..
We knew...
When we are in trouble..
We solved....together...
This is wat called ji mui...

When u cry, not only the shoulder to lend..
But the scolding and the advise...
They knew too much..and they know it's not worth to put in tears...
When u angry, wit the Missy anger,,,
They say in another way,,
They say u pattern..
They shoot u directly...
Bcos they know, this is wat our relation build...
This is the truth care from ji mui....
Not that kind holding ur hand say u are always right..
Not that kind push u until the top of roof say u are so pro...
Not that kind comes to u when they need..
Not that kind run off when u need them back....
Seriously, not that kind ask u to borrow money....
Luckily I'm not in that status yet, we are stil between teenage and adult...
Enjoy life! Our wonderful secondary higher secondary teenage dream among my ji mui mun!!!

Puchong life

No ones know I guess..
The major reason causing me to stay in puchong..
Do u miss ur family?
Do u live independently?
Do u able to get used to it?
Do u feel it's far?
Do u stil keep in touch wit us?

My dear...
I did.. I can.. Trust me..
So many days I stayed in puchong, I had get used to it..
Dont u guys know?
These are the days I wait for 19years..
Maybe not that long, but at least ten...

And now the situation asking me to back my "hometown" for 4days..
Honestly, it's suffering..
I know if my family saw this they wil hurted..
But, I really feel so reluctant to return there and watch they history..
8years before..I had live so tough..
U won't know, or maybe u did..
And it began, on the day i left my last paper...
U all never care..no, u did..
I know it's hard to controlled and u guys used me as a bridge to start the fight..
Im hurt..
So many years...my character was silent,,,
No, I'm grown..not for this year..
I voiced out, and I hope she could understand..
So long, i never wan any give back from her, no..
The only I hate is only you, madam kang!!
Stop destroying.. We are all adult right now....

Im really getting my life in puchong..
Yup, if i have my own transport wil be better..
But I dont feel any lonely here..
Seriously, obviously, really...
I'm happy here =)

Ex..

For those we loved before....
I had truthly love u..seriously..
For my first love..
I never known until now, did u love me before..
I hope u did..
But we break off too sudden,.
Without knowing ur reason..
Wat happened between us?
Tell me the truth..
Wat makes u made this decision?
I'm stil keeping the present that I failed to present u..
Wonder when can I pass it to u..
Have the chance or no?
One day I met u....
U got a cigarette on ur mouth,,
Are u too stressful in ur current life?
Hope you're fine...

For you, kame..
I know our relation doesn't goes long..
Since we had a far distance love..
I know i had a very bad attitude..
I had thought too much..
I knew..really..
But I never know that I had never think wrong..
Wat I predicted had came true...
Friend, not I think too much this time..really..
It's happening...can u guys believe?
He betrayed me..he did..
But why? He stil protecther?
He said she was not the third person..
But he wanted me to be the third person..
Wat the......hell!!!
But I forgive u..because I did know ur pain as wat u told me..
That day I met u..
U are wit ur girl..
The feeling was...why don't u tel me earlier...
I dunno who's to face it u know....
Thats it... I won't meet u again...
Until I had really no feeling about it.....