great talk~

why i seems having a lot of story a lot of diary??
haha..
and i'm stil happy to have a fren to share =)
at first is u..is happy u know..
i tot i found the one who same with me..
i tot i found the one to hear my sadness..
i tot i found the one who can speak out his sad when he need..
i tot i'm the one can share all the truth feeling..
but then is more than that..
and i had control at first..
but he continue the wrong feeling, maybe..
i never confirm his feeling..
i pretent i dunno jz to keep the relation..
but it had also end up with nothing..
and the time had diluted everythings..
if u really life better that that, happy to hear that..keep it up =)

only 2months i knew him better..
and i had a great talk actually..
everytime when i'm really down...
but then is stil the same feeling for human being..
when a person can trust on you..
when a person think of u when sad..
when a person put u as the first to call when weak..
you'll felt the warm..
(not bcoz the person sad and u happy with that la..for sure xD)
but that day when i received the call..
"do u free to talk? i had something to share..."
even how busy am i, is still willing to spend a little more..
the happy moment is the ending is always happy..
is happy to change the sadness to happiness..
as i know i'm the sad one always..
the sad one can make another sad one to be happy, wow!
dont praise i know..haha..
anyhow, i not dare to guarantee anything anymore..
how i know is the same ending lateR?
how i know i never have the forever chance to have a great talk partner?
so...i jz appreciatee the moment i having =)