mentos ^^

during tuition~~~
i'm not paying attention....
dont scold me first lorrr...
i means not pay attention a few second...
2 and a half hour....ate 1 strip of mentos...by 3 of us^^
and i'm dreaming.....
bcoz i'm thinking.....
i wish to write a few words inside the mentos paper xD
at last.......i wrote only one word =)
hmmm...
actually...i jz wish to write : "i hope you're stil my ji mui..."

sad + angry

sad day sad day...
jz bcoz of wat?? ishh!!!!
wat happened to me?
really bcoz wat i heard??
really bcoz wat she told??
my godness....
am i controlling my emotional until i reached my blog???
did i done well???
i'm sad throughout the day u know..
hey dude, are u ok??
talking ppl beside the ppl...
u really tot the ppl wont hear about that??
i did ok...!!
ok la..dont scold me perasan la..
but then....dont point me so obviously k??
can u please dont??

wats wrong with me??
am i wrong since the beginning??
u may think it is..but then not right??
maybe for u really is....
but why u told her so??
wat means by cant be fren??
so u means that is my problem so that our status be so??
so u means that is i dont wan to be fren?
is it??
speak it out loud!!!!
i wan to know the truth!!!!
i'm fine to date out and settle this misunderstood..
i'm sure that there is the misstood..
haiz..
i'm sad u know...u dont know...
u're the first to say that have a temporary "coolation"..
aren't you??
if u're now to reply "no" , ok, fine..fine!!!!
i bet all the evidence i got it in my dear blog..
please refer back ok....

i'm fine since the first k..
i tot nothing wil happen..
u're the one who choose to do so..jz to quit the "jack daniel"..

i agree with u but u treat me like a FOOL!!!

valentine~

special valentine's day~
hmmm..i tld myself to write something here..haha..
and today is the 2nd year i celebrate valentine..
jz to write some feeling here..
and my feeling is just like.......normal..
i know i wont get anything i wont wait for anyone..
and today was too tired for me..
so, i had slept in my valentine's day xD
then i received a call..
bcoz miss poon going to her and her sister valentine....
so i need to fetch the 2naughty back home alone~
omg!! 2monkeys...over my valentine with 2noisy fellow~
actually i think not everyone had celebrate right?
i'm sure not the only one.. =)
but this year my sister had her target to celebrate..
even she invite me to be along..but i sure very seng mok lor..haha..
maybe bcoz got 20% i stil believe to receive call at the night..
haha..always give myself a wish and i knw it wont come true..nvm..
bcoz when i wish it i feel happy..so...the happy 1second also not bad ma ^^
valentine recall me last few years...wat present i had received??
i really appreciate..until now..even you are her now =)
happy valentine to all of you who really care for me..
i cant accompany you all to continue for the rest of life..
but i stil wish all of you can happy forever in every valentine..
i rmbr got a ppl promise me to over every valentine with me..
anyhow, i does not believe any promise anymore..
1valentine 2valentine even how many, i'll still appreciate but not ask for more =)

great talk~

why i seems having a lot of story a lot of diary??
haha..
and i'm stil happy to have a fren to share =)
at first is u..is happy u know..
i tot i found the one who same with me..
i tot i found the one to hear my sadness..
i tot i found the one who can speak out his sad when he need..
i tot i'm the one can share all the truth feeling..
but then is more than that..
and i had control at first..
but he continue the wrong feeling, maybe..
i never confirm his feeling..
i pretent i dunno jz to keep the relation..
but it had also end up with nothing..
and the time had diluted everythings..
if u really life better that that, happy to hear that..keep it up =)

only 2months i knew him better..
and i had a great talk actually..
everytime when i'm really down...
but then is stil the same feeling for human being..
when a person can trust on you..
when a person think of u when sad..
when a person put u as the first to call when weak..
you'll felt the warm..
(not bcoz the person sad and u happy with that la..for sure xD)
but that day when i received the call..
"do u free to talk? i had something to share..."
even how busy am i, is still willing to spend a little more..
the happy moment is the ending is always happy..
is happy to change the sadness to happiness..
as i know i'm the sad one always..
the sad one can make another sad one to be happy, wow!
dont praise i know..haha..
anyhow, i not dare to guarantee anything anymore..
how i know is the same ending lateR?
how i know i never have the forever chance to have a great talk partner?
so...i jz appreciatee the moment i having =)

after 7months~

is a weird case u know...
haiz...
wat do u want from me???
is really a question i wish to ask u long time ago..
but then the feeling is like..omg...
why always when there is a chance to meet up with u,
"bibir membeku lidah terkelu" ???
i cant even speak out and my weakness had come up too..
all of my mind had controlled by u..and i have ntg to say..
until u left..and all the wuestion began again...
wat the shXX!
so wat i do to??haiz..
u know wat..is really complicated..
already more than half year..
and it's even longer than my first love experience..
but then the situation is different i know..
actually who am i for u??
i know i had made it complicated..but u add on pula...
everytime i wish to clear it, u'll escape from that..
everytime i tot is the end, u'll continue the story..
everytime i let it be, u'll make it weird...
should i send u a wishes?
no i think..
should i inform u??
no i think..
should i care ur respond?
no i think...
but i did all of the NO..

if this is wat u'll do to me..
even when i'm really ur certified girl..
sorry to say that, i wont allow u to walk in my life..
even i had touched ; even i had cried ; even i had liked..

refresh back wa u had done to me..
is really more and touched..
but is that showing ur love to me?
ya, beginning ya..
now? i dunno..can u tell me??

wat is your thinking when we miscontact for a month?
wat is your feeling when received my msg?
wat is your feeling when i greet u?
wat is your feeling when decide to date me?
wat is your feeling when i attend ur date after miscontact?
wat is your feeling when u hold my hand?
wat is your feeling when u hug me tight??

you know wat you doing? aren't you??

the conclusion i got is,
when u never see me,
u'll never rmbr who am i..

longest winter~

yeah yeah~
it seems the longest winter wothout u~~
i didn't know where to turn to~~
haha!!
its really a long time i never update my blog..
anyhow, for someone is really jz short moment..
but then for me, these short long period had reall brought lots of memories..
hmmm..
i think i'm really getting older than others..
dunno why always my thinking is surrounded around the word "is ok "nvm" "let it be"
am i crazy?
but i think is fine..
wat can i say about??
first is you...ya no doubt..
wat can i say is, time can relief..ya is true..
and it can also dilute the relation the friendship..
i'm thinking that there was misunderstood btwn us..dunno wil u think of that..
anyhow, i know u life better and me too right?
wish u happy rabbit year ya^^ a new year can really make a new start =)