Sunday, May 26, 2013

Time of life



没有想过那么短暂的时间可以让一个人改变

可以让一群人解散

可以让一段情分离

可以让一颗心破碎

可以让一场梦毁灭

可以让一件事情变得那么不堪设想

是人间太可怕?
还是人生就是如此?

我在经历的是否大家都曾体会过?

怎么了?

When the relation is came to the end,
time is no longer a factor that pushes it.

No matter it is 1year, 1semester, 1week, 1month, 1day yet ONE moment ago....

When the words came out from the mouth,
When the feeling had ruined,
When the voice had shown,
When the right had no longer right....

In love, just a single second of "Let's break"
In friendship, just a couple days of getting new friend
In family, just an issue came up and the slam of door
In life, just a smile we are friend, with a wanted result then we said goodbye 

Long-term, even a job with long term vacancy, is the worker able to maintain that "long term"?
Nothing last forever... 

人生太复杂



人生太复杂了,
戏剧里面的情景没有办法那么复杂的呈现,
所以人生根本就不如戏
别再勉强了。

不是童话骗人,
不是戏剧结局太完美,
不是不可能,
是一开始剧本就不是跟着人生来写,
我们都错了。。

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

我。。

我。。

明白人生有太多无奈,

现实有太多限制,

知道不可能,

但却又不舍得放手。。

我。。

有进一步的冲动,

却没有进一步的勇气。。

我。。

偶尔想透透气,

可是却发现不实际。。

我知道我明白我了解我看透,
就只不过是不想去接受。。

我的爱情



爱他不爱他,
等他不等他,
我已经不想再去想了。

感觉爱情离自己很遥远,
问自己是否介意,
可是却不想再回答了。

或许有些感觉就只不过是感觉,
那所谓的爱情并不是这样衡量的。


5.20.2013.

Life - Fragile - Appreciate - Did you?



Appreciate. We used to learn this word.
We used to practice in reality,
We used to type it out and let ourselves appreciate.

Yet, how many of u really did appreciate?
How is this action goes? How can this be?
Is there any procedure? Is there any guide line?



When u look into the news, daily news, there are so many cases that named as accident
What will u do? Comment, comment about the drive, comment about the careless, comment about the construction, comment about the reckless, comment about the things that u can see in the view of reader.

But, when the character in the news, turn out to be one of the person u had interact before.

Not to say the close person to u, just a person u had shake hand before maybe..
Nope, is a person that u had smiled before in the life of him or her.

What did u feel? Will u still commenting those that u did??

U might felt sad, u might felt so near to self, u might felt the lost.
Might, yea, maybe u wont, and maybe I am wrong.

But how come the life of a person is so tiny and so little, should I say this is one kind of selfish?

I don’t know which are the right feeling I have to put on,
When I saw my cousin lost his classmate in accident recently..
I don’t even know him, I don’t really close to my cousin,
Yet, the feeling is so strong that hit on my heart.

Drama? Movie? You did watched it, didn’t you?
Have u ever think before, why is there concern so much on the main character?
Have u ever think before, those people who appeared as the side, they have their own story, don't they?
Have u really look into it and know their story as well?
Drama never end at the last episode, it might be the good ending,
but don’t forget, it is just the ending that occurred in the drama, under the title of the drama.
Nobody knows what is going to happen and what is the ending of the life of them after the last episode.
Didn’t u thought about that?

I don’t agree life is short, but I  did agreed life is fragile.
U never know will u be able to survive in the next second.

Live without regret, how? How to make it? I wonder.
Appreciate whenever u can, sure? Do u sure u can? I wonder.

How can we live without regret? Make ur day happy? Stick to the loved one every second?
How can we appreciate all the while? No complaint? Maybe. 

There are so many things we have to take consider in our life.

I don’t wish to think again where and how will I be when I leave this lifetime of mine.
I just wish to stay up here and enjoy all the moment I can enjoy right now.
 Even cry is also kind of enjoy I knew. 


I don’t want to leave, 
I don’t want to end everything, 
I don’t want to lost things I had. 
Honestly.

MindSet



Huamn always think to the negative way,

Whenever they had decided anything,

They trying to convince themselves,

They comfort with those negative stuff.

Is this kind of the mind set? Is this the right way?

When u lost something, u trying hard to recall all the bad things

Things that u had thought before if had lost,

And when it is lost, trying to tell that is leads to another way too

Can this comfort u well actually? I wonder.

is this kind of convincing? kind of comfort? kind of unhealthy encouraging it seems....

Friday, April 5, 2013

Feeling of life~

i am really tired...
seriously, i dont wan to feel this anymore...

i wonder what kind of people i should be in my life..
am i the kind one?
am i the worst one?
am i??
why am i wrong to be the kind person?
why??

even being a kind person there is still wrong..
even helping others also i have to face those words from the other...

okay, fine, i know, those kind of words means envy..
but i couldn't take it, honestly..
i really cant take it with the normal heart..
my heart felt that at the moment..
i feel so worst...
why am i still wanna forcing myself to give smile to that person?
am i a fake person as he said??
is this we should do to respond on those we dont wish??
why is this fake??
tell me why??

i am sensitive with the word of FAKE..
stop that okay??

u had ruined my day..
i dont like people saying me like that..
stop that when i am really doing good on someone...

u had stepped my feet...
i dont like u pointing all my points and insulting it!!
it is me, ME, the only ME, no one have the right to point okay~
you are not me, you are not the one to build me as well..

so please shut ur mouth and do ur works alright!!!