Feeling of life~

i am really tired...
seriously, i dont wan to feel this anymore...

i wonder what kind of people i should be in my life..
am i the kind one?
am i the worst one?
am i??
why am i wrong to be the kind person?
why??

even being a kind person there is still wrong..
even helping others also i have to face those words from the other...

okay, fine, i know, those kind of words means envy..
but i couldn't take it, honestly..
i really cant take it with the normal heart..
my heart felt that at the moment..
i feel so worst...
why am i still wanna forcing myself to give smile to that person?
am i a fake person as he said??
is this we should do to respond on those we dont wish??
why is this fake??
tell me why??

i am sensitive with the word of FAKE..
stop that okay??

u had ruined my day..
i dont like people saying me like that..
stop that when i am really doing good on someone...

u had stepped my feet...
i dont like u pointing all my points and insulting it!!
it is me, ME, the only ME, no one have the right to point okay~
you are not me, you are not the one to build me as well..

so please shut ur mouth and do ur works alright!!!