缘～

so many days din post my mood..

hmmm

say back the day~~

i so happy..

sis, is this called "yuan"??

haha..

like that also let u found my blog..~

kakaka..

i tot 这辈子 also no ppl realise it..

fate to let u saw it pula... >.<

mood~

hmmm..

actually i felt sad..

yup, i knw 2day is my last day for monthly test..

but.. my mood not that nice as i thought~~

wat a silly things surrounding me??

i jz gave a fren little comment n advice him not to hate this world..

but, sry my fren, i hate too..but i need to advice u so..

haiz..type it through keypad so easy..when do it??

not dare to step out~~

continue~

my mood not very nice..

jz finish my tuition..

waiting for the car to fetch me..

so long n long waiting..
duno wat happen..
suddenly~~~~

get a call...

"we waiting u..wer r u??"

"i'm here..waiting too"

"oh??we reached.."

"i waiting too..?? (blur)"

"oh..wer did u tuition my dear?"

my mood down from that second....

that was my parents, but y??

hw my life style they really not clear..

is this is wat they say as the part of time parents n children having big drain btwn??

but.......m i??

ya..i knw i shud not have bad mood jz bcoz of this..
but.... i duno y..

my heart sink down jz like the "carbon sink"...

watever sink la...

haizz...

wat can i blame some more??

aren't good for me??

i shud appreciate...

maybe i having the freedom that others don't..

my fren, dun hate this world..

this world is nice..

for me too...

apreciate it..

yes, i will... :)

muka dua talam

car good??
motor good??
which one is better???

haha..so funny...shit..!
hw can a human be like this????
hw can??
hw come???
haizzz

when u have a car, u said : car is good..very good..dun buy motor..dangerous.....

when u have lost a car n have a motor, u said : motor is good..car is bad...motor can be fast reach destination.. actually motor not dangerous a....

wat the Fish!!!!
hw can u be like this?? hw can???

duno wat to say...
i felt i wan to laugh...
hahahah...
laugh wit tears can??

>.< + T.T =
>.T

shit!! damn it!!

i jz wan to be good...i jz wan to be fair...i jz wan to be kind!!!!

y?? why?? and yyyyy????

y u all treat me as this??

y u all wan to blame me??

y human being must be selfish??

why??

y i did it but u all saw i dint??


yY?YYY???


y i being good but get back the word of blame???
y???

my heart broken....
i hate it....





好心被雷劈！！！
the kind u are, the easy u are to get the scold by thunderstom!!!!!

该写什么？？confuse~

我感动天感动地，怎么却感动不了你？？

the sky cry for me, the land felt touch wit me.. why dont u??

每当我看见你的杰作，看见你曾经为我的付出，我就会忍不住想原谅你，是否太愚昧了呢？

你的曾经是否会真的消失？？我担心是我想太多吗？？

everytime i saw ur draw, saw ur effort on maintain our love, i will blind to forgive u in all the wrong.. is my stupid??

wil u loss ur effort continue to maintain it?? is it i worry too much??

有时我想放手，但我却做不到。。

原来在这短短的两年里，我们经历了不少事情。。

怎么也没想到你给我的回忆这么多。。回忆？？真的没得救了吗？

sometimes i wish to let go, but i cant..

it's turn out that in these two years, we had over all the hardness n enjoy the happiness together.. it is shock that u had save so many memories in my mind.. ops! memories?? means really is the end??

我知道我不该顾虑她，但你们的缘分可真多。。

i knw i shouldn't worry about her..but urs fate is so depth n truth...

到最后，我选择了信任，也选择了当孔雀。。把自己的头钻入土里，以为人家看不见我的尾巴。

at the end, i chosen to trust on u... i also chosen to be a peacock..

i hide my head inside the sand, tot ppl cant see my tail also, as i cant saw it...

你~

我不能阻挡别人喜欢你，但你能阻挡别人不来喜欢你。。
其实，你硬不起来，谁又能强暴得了你？？
到最后，我还是选择信任你，放你走。。
我不再追究你和她的好，我不再对你罗嗦了。。

homeless~

i dun knw wat point u do so..
do u think this is the rite way?
do u think this is the correct way to solve problem?
wer is my hometown?
in future, in the weekend, wer shud i go?
hanging around my hostel?
sitting a whole day in U's library?
wer is it my hometown?
do u think is a normal respond that u did on that day?
do u think ur reply is responsible?
do u really think so?
i duno wer is my hometown..
i duno wat is a hometown..
i jz knw that i m homeless..
hanging around the roadside..
this is wat u wan from me..

why?why??
y u lie?
y u let us hate u?
y u wan did all this?
y u wan let us leave u alone?
do u knw this ending is not the one that we wan?
do u felt sad in a single second?
do u??
hw could u be like that?
how??

u shud knw hw to make the net..
u shud knw hw to catch the fish..
u shud learn it!!
dun wait us catch the fish for u..
u shud ask us teach u hw..
u shud!!

y u wan think that "oh, nvm..later i hungry i wil cry like baby then they wil pity me n give me ikan bilis..also enuf.."
y dont u think if we r really so cruel n leave u there cry all the nite??
yes, u do think so.. "oh, nvm..i can die here i m fine.."

shit!!wat the hell u say??!!
do u really care for us?? did u??

u lie us..
from little case to big case..
wat can i do..
i cried~
i ran~
i tried to accept~
i did all~
i follow wat u wan me to~
but y, u stil wan stress me..

y u wan blame everythings on me?
y u wan made until i say that is my fault?
y u wan tell me i m wrong to ignore u?
y u dun see the mirror of urself?
y u wan i dissapointed from one to another?
why?

i already try my best to accept..
i throw my result..
i dunwan my effort..
i miss my cert..
but wat i get at the last?
i got only my tears..
i got only the name of homeless~~