sad~

i'm sad.. very sad very down..
my mood swing seriously..
i duno wat shud i do..
i felt very pressure..
everythings that around me..
so messy.. or i let it be messy..
i really need some time..
need some time to release..
need some time to control myself..
need some time to rest..
but my time management going poor n poor..
wat happened on me..?
after going to the pre U life..
watever normal becomes abnormal..
i'm really mentally n physically tired..
for you, for him, for her and for them..
please.. i dont wish to see again n again..
please..dont ask me..
please..give me some chance to advice myself..
please..give me some time..
please..care for those ppl around u..
please..dont let me hurt u once..
please..dont ignored me..
please..dont overjudged me..
please..give me some way to go..
please..release me from stress..
please..tell me the truth..
please..dont affect me..
please..believe me..
please..dont force me..
please..understand my situation..
please..dont make me to choose..
please..dont blame me for everythings..
please..let me go..

i knw i'm wrong sometimes..
why dont u give me a chance..
i knw i'm bad sometimes..
why dont think wat the reason..
i knw i'm not good enuf..
why dont bring me to a good way..

i just wan to have a normal life..
i just wan to be simple..
i just wan to learn..
can u please dont be so materialistic..
can u please make it more simple..
can u please believe that simple way leads to a happy life...??