refresh back~

am i made the wrong step?

the step that i shouldn't step out..

i should take this as a deep deep secret..

but why i slip out from my mouth and told her?

i told her that day...no doubt....

it's jz a simply "yes"

they came for such many consequence that i duno should i avoid it...

since that day, they started for all those rumours..
rumours...
it had became a rumour, from the moment i ignore from reality...
i told my best fren, i did regret...
i told her, i did felt sorry...
i told about my feel, i did wan to go back....

on the other special only day...
i dont know is among the rumours or reality...
i dont even clear of my mind....
bcoz i take it as reality i know..
the reality that he said everything is to tell me...
the reality that he stil care on me...
the reality that he stil the one like 6years ago...

the moment that he said about the song....
i'm touched..honestly...
never forget...always.....
i still remembered that i did drop my tear for him....
not only me i know....

recalled me about everythings...
everythings related about him...
i wonder if he too, stil remembered about these..
about the memo pad he gave me...
about the bottle of stars he folded to me...
about the moment i'm beside when he upset....
about the things that i told him...

my dearest friend, i could called u as this right now.....
sorry..honestly...i felt sad on you...
i felt seriously regret...
on the words i told u....
but i not on my promise....
and u leave at the end....
i will be hold u tight right now...
is ok...tight as a fren...
i'm fine...really...
bcoz i know u too...will be fine...is it?

thanks for everythings..

thanks for letting me feel i'm so lucky...

thanks for respect me for everythings...

thanks for helping me all the time i need...

thanks for lending me ur ears to me...

thanks for stay strong all the time =)

let me know, whenever u need me..

i will always stand by your side...

not to cover back my guilty...

but, i do...appreciate the things u done for me..

for these 7years we knew each other...

sincerely, thank you very much my dear!!